Since last week (pre radio) my boob has been lumpier than usual and sore. Last night I tried to lay on it (which I've been able to do since 2 weeks after the lumpectomy) and couldn't because it hurt. Today, I've examined it and really don't know if the hardness I can feel is new or not. Oh bugger. Why the hell didn't I just get it chopped off?
I see the geneticist tomorrow. Maybe she'll advise me that I really should just have a double mastectomy and be done with it. I'm bloody sick of being scared.
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